Maybe I should let it be and don't always sad for the past.Thanks for all the people that always comfort me and accompany me.Really,thanks a lot! :)
I try to let myself to be happy.I don't know whether I'm really feeling ok or what,but I just keeping smiling and laughing (not loudly) when I see something funny on facebook.I keep ignoring the bad mood in my heart and its kinda exhausting when I face it.I don't want to face it.So,keep ignoring... :/
Chat with friends,post something on their wall,keeping to put smile face,this activities had covered all the bad moods.I am cheating myself..and I know it.But,I feel better,better than the moody days.
I have stop doing all the stupid stuff for that person but it doesn't mean I have already give up.I won't forget all the memories. :)
Well,I will treat that person as a friend.I won't purposely don't go to find that person for a chat. :)
I don't know whether tomorrow I will have the same mood and opinion like today's night or not.Who knows future?Just let us wait and see. :)
A short diary for today.END.
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